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Take care brother. There will be better days! Take the time you need - you only have one body that we know of.

I've been there myself. When I burned out, it was a combinaton of my Chron's disease and stress (2008 financial crisis). Chron's went into overdrive and nearly killed me. I lost 14 kg in a few weeks, and I knew there was no fix for this.

I was told in no uncertain terms by doctors that it's over - my life, job, everythign I had built thus far. Took their advice and left it all, and went into healing mode for the next two years.

The good news is, they're wrong. Chron's is an autoimmune disease and untreatable by medical science, but not by you. I've been symptom free and perfectly healthy for about 14 years now, after sufferin like mad for previous 15 years. It can be done, but you're going to have to look inward for the solution and give it time.

I wrote a bit about my journey to healing here - if nothing else, I hope it gives you hope that you don't have to be stuck with the disease forever, even thought the first thing I would suggest is that you accept that possibility and make peace with it.

https://zzmeditations.substack.com/p/how-i-healed-my-crohns-disease

Good luck and I hope you get better soon!

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Thank you, this helped a great deal. As I'm sure you can guess I've been reading voraciously since the diagnosis and the official stuff is quite lacklustre. While I'm hoping the drugs I'm on help I know they might not and that it is very unlikely I'll be on them for more than a couple years so stories like yours are invaluable. Thanks again and congratulations on overcoming Crohn's, that's no small feat.

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You've got this. If you ever need anything, feel free to reach out.

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Oh dude, so sorry to hear that. I have a friend who has that. Pretty shitty (no pun intended) as it can make things inconvenient. Just take your time and don't worry about being here, no one is going to leave.

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Thank you. It is shitty.

That did worry me at first but quickly saw how supportive people have been and I haven't been worried since. Grateful for the community.

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Heal up! No need to worry about the stories.

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Thanks, healing is slow, stories returning to flow. That was terrible... the stories are better, promise.

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No pressure. Take good care of yourself.

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Thank you.

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Get well soon.

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Many thanks.

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Sorry to hear that. One of my aunts has Chrons Disease. It's rough but once you learn to manage it you will be back on your feet.

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Thank you, yes hopefully learn to manage sooner rather than later.

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Hang in there, hope you feel better soon!

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Thank you!

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Feel better soon!

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Thanks!

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Aug 5Liked by Redd Oscar

Look after yourself :) plenty to read in your archive for now so focus on getting yourself better :)

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Ugh! That sucks. Your health is more important than substack, take it easy! Rest, rest, rest.

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Thank you, I hope all is well with you too!

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